Some days, the urge to not be is too strong. The feeling of needing to dull it all down, drown out reality. It's part of dismantling the walls that have protected me for so long. That helped me manage

Yeah, I talk about it too often. I know. I try not to, but the idea of a blog is to talk about one’s life, too, and it’s definitely and absolutely a big chunk of my life right now, on all accounts. But

My brother recently surprised me with a gift: a new pair of headphones. And even though I’d been reluctant to use wireless headphones, ever since I got them I’ve been as excited as a kid with a new toy.

Yeah, I'm a day late again. I don't know why, but I don't feel much like writing these days. Although, I do feel like it - I just don't do it. That's not good. Even my Actifit-Diary was cut short a bit.

Tomorrow morning, I will be participating in a 10-mile running event. It was the second time that I entered one this month and the third time since I challenged myself to run a half-marathon last February.

If you follow my diary blog @beelshops, you know that I was incredibly busy last week. And then I got sick. And then I got better and decided to join my chosen family on a get away, which was awesome and

After a complicated and difficult work week, on Friday at noon, we agreed to go to the cinema and watch the movie "Michael". The screenings at the cinema closest to us were late in the evening,

I forgot to clip my toe nails. Which generally isn't a problem, they're well guarded inside socks (I bough new ones, so most don't even have holes), inside sneakers or shoes or whatever I use to protect

A quite peaceful and relaxing Saturday, a little trip to the mall for lunch. My partner and I chose a place that wasn't crowded; we don't like noise, but we love to eat... I like to have dessert first,

I've been doing some stuff today, Saturday, that's really cool but somewhat dangerous. I'm not telling you what but I can say that it was a pretty awesome way to spend my day even despite the fact we had

We went to a different place yesterday to do the jamsession. It was the last one with Stephen, who had been coming to the sessions with a lot of enthusiasm since November. He held it up while I was in

Do you know it? That grin a person gives you that makes you want to do exactly that? Get in trouble I mean...and I mean good trouble not bad, just sort of...well, if you don't know what I mean you'll not

Ellie and I are going to do a stake out tonight. Her daughter, who I still have to find a pseudonym for, is going to her first party. She doesn't have any experience in parties and is going with a friend

The other day I went back to listening to one of my all time favorite bands, Rise Against. Besides the nostalgia, there are parts of songs that I understand differently now than I did 15 years ago. The

Lately, I’ve been experiencing intense emotions that can make me smile in the most genuine way, yet can also make me cry without me fully understanding why. These sensations have been present lately not

With everything going on in our lives, Ellie and I decided to escape for a night. I'll probably make a longer post about the trip, as everything was near to perfect. It's a 90min drive up the mountain

In the Caracas metro, it is common to find people asking for money; most claim to be sick and even demonstrate it with their presence, although many also lie... Some sell candies, others sing. Yesterday,

Yesterday started as a very, very bad day. I lost it. For a moment. But I'm not one to curl up in the corner. Deep breaths. Confront the problem. See what is what, and then solve it. Sounds easy, and it

Burn! That's what the sun said since the early morning. Which is fine. It's her right. It's not like one could do anything about it anyway. It's been a good day from the start. A real weekend day. Hanging

And when it comes to concerts, apparently the last one... Because the party is on the ground floor 🙂 This weekend, on March 8, I had the opportunity to provide tickets for Marija Šerifović's concert as