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It's been a long time. Life caught up to me and unfortunately, that meant putting writing to one side for a while. I've missed it like crazy but I'm back now and let's hope I stick around. So many things

I feel like a broken record. Time and time again I say I'll write more and I never do. It's not like I don't have the time, I just simply lack motivation. I miss writing but I don't feel good enough anymore.

Is it just me or is this year flying by? I mean we're already halfway through February, it's crazy. I can't say 2019 is 'my year' but I'm hoping I can turn that around. Last year I had some goals and while

I'm not sure when I'm going to learn... how many chances can I give out before I just completely give up? A lot of people give out 3 chances before giving up but it's not like that for me. I will give

It's honestly like my life is a messed up movie, as if someone's forgotten to edit out all the bad parts. I wanted this week to be better, I wanted to feel a little happier but unfortunately, life had

I really would love to do a '2018 year rewind' but now's not the best time. I feel like I need to vent, I feel like it's going to help me get through this little rough patch that I'm in. What a year 2019

What a crazy month November was. So much happened and I honestly don't believe I'll be able to remember everything. Currently, I'm in England. I came back over here for a 3 week holiday but it has since

Redemption I can remember exactly when I found it and how it happened, I'm so grateful it did. My life was an unsteady rollercoaster that never seemed to end, I was stuck in a loop. I go back now and again

I'm writing this now from a pretty bad place, I mean mentally bad. I know I've been gone for a few weeks, but it's just because my life got a little busy. I'm not sure where I left off, I could go back

I know I haven't posted in a while so I'm sorry about that. Life has just gotten in the way and I guess I've been getting a little sidetracked. If you didn't already know, I'm a master procrastinator.

It’s crazy how quickly we trust people. I will trust a stranger with just about anything, without even thinking twice about it. My parents always told me not to talk to strangers but that’s kind of hard

You would not believe how my week has started! First off, I’m driving to work and someone cuts me off which is fine, but I get serious road rage so I overtook them and cut them off.. because I’m petty

Another weekend gone way too quickly. At least I can say I didn't waste this one. I've been more productive than usual but I still could've done more, maybe next weekend. As for this weekend, I decided

I guess I should start by saying sorry that I haven’t posted in a few days. Last week was pretty busy plus I’ve been sick! So let’s catch you all up. I had my first elevation float experience last week

Tonight I'm having my first Elevation Float experience. I'm not sure what it's going to be like but I'm pretty excited. Plus I'm not paying for it, my roommate is. He went last week and brought 5 sessions

What a GREAT weekend. Although, it didn't start out too amazing. Friday at work was crazy boring, I finished all my jobs at 10am so spent the day doing nothing at my desk. I can't wait for whatever the

I can remember the exact moment it happened, the time and place. I was watching her when I heard the sweet but anxious voice of the radio announcer fill my ears. ‘BREAKING NEWS, another victim has been

I feel lost, as if I’m searching for something that doesn’t want to be found. Every day is a struggle to keep up with the rest of the world. I’m falling behind, I know I am, but how do I keep up? Everyone

The darkness consumes me. It beats me until there’s almost nothing left, it allows a shimmer of light to peer through but just as I gain hope, it covers up the light and laughs at me. The laugh is stale

I'm feeling positive today. I didn't wake up until 11am but it's okay, it's Saturday after all. I started my day off by calling the dentist. I haven't been in years and I've finally found one that does