Many ideas going through me, I wanted the perfect one to execute, but is there anything.The perfect one, I never knew, or should I do it for the right timing, no outcome.
All the others started as so messy, to the moment I felt so paralysed, it feels like. I was thinking too much, what if something fails, what if people were just laughing and nothing really happened, will it make change. I was all tired of all this.
One day I look back and I realise. I was so happy. I feel the same. I wasted all my time. Something paper happened. Nothing stopped but my thoughts changed. I had no enemy. I had nothing. What were the smaller things I did?
Although I started things badly and that paralysis of not taking actions really
broke me. It was not that movement cures everything. Just the motivation over
everything and that is how I was willing to move.That is life for you.
