It was the right time so I stood right at the door that was just wonderful. It was a very tight corner and at that moment my body just needed to move.
I can feel my leg working everything was working but yet yesterday I was just paralyzed not able to move myself, it was not a signal, it was not anything, maybe it was anxiety and fear. The fear of what might happen. What people might say in the future.
If you're feeling my phone keep buzzing. It is a bar that you can go for it. It is very easy to just take and you're not the one. It's shaky. So I remember how many times I won the show.
I can remember the chances I buried. The courage that I ever waited for. And something really hit me. That courage was not coming anytime soon at all. I had to move in fear.
It was that time that I pulled that door. And I can say life was not funny at all for me. There was a time where I was struggling to escape but I could not as if I was fearless. I was scared of moving, it was just the paralysis within it and that is what it had always looked like.
