It came to me as it always does, knocked me off and left me on my knees. An old friend whom I don't want to see, sadness is here to to test me. A week it is, gloomy, depressed,frustrated and sad and maybe all the words related to sadness is what I feel right Now. I don't know if I could put into words how gloomy I am. Life has once again challenged me.
Let me show you a piece of art that I made out I'd sadness. Well art has always been a great motivation to me that despite my inability to fix the struggle I face day to day my hands can still put colors to this blank paper and create something wonderful. Please bear with me coz this art is made by a beginner.
Pencils remind me of life you have to be sharpened to find it's worth and use.Sharpened and hurt several times in order to function, but each time hurt a drawing was made. A chapter was included, but unlike a pencil were we can just erase unnecessary things,life pours us as much struggle and there's no escape.
The eye speaks a thousand words but those words remains unspoken. Sorrowful but displays happiness. Tears sometimes fall even when in grin.That eye will remain hidden and those lips will continue to smirk.
Can these colors spare me from this doom of darkness? I hope life works that way that whenever we want to settle things we can just conceal it with a brighter color.
End is what we look forward to, an end marks the start of a new beginning. Close a chapter and sketch on a new and clean page. Take me to this colorful world so I may not conceal this pain anymore. But even this pain has it's shouting color and is always wanting to be felt.
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