I wasn't just attached I was addicted
she knows how to comfort my pain, the words to say when joy seems far away
She loved me in a way I could never imagine
No you don't understand.. she loved me, my flaws notwithstanding
her voice melted every inch of discomfort
her smile weakens me
From within my every organ leaps for joy at the appearance of her presence
I loved her with all that made me
I still do... really
BUT
I lost her to another
I cried, my pillows constantly soaked in the expression of my pain
Pain ravaging every inch of my soul
My mind constantly engrossed in sporadic thoughts
One minute I find peace and boom
Thoughts spurn my mind with a harder force
I lived in constant trepidation
How I got here I couldn't decipher
I tried, I pleaded, I wanted the euphoria between us back
But her heart I couldn't recover
Just then I realised she was long gone
It only took me time to discover
I'm better... lighter
I still have nostalgia
Its a process
I'm taking one step at a time
No doubt I'm breaking out
The pain of heartbreak and depression is real... Break Out from it.. Find inner peace and escape depression... If he broke out, so can you...