No words are able to describe what you are battling right now, but know that He sees your situation and He will intervene at the appointed time and place. In 1 Peters 5:7 it says,
Cast all your cares upon Him, for He cares for you
Will uphold you in my prayers @littlenewthings and if you need a listening ear, I am just a phone call away. Hugz~
PS: Run to Him, your anchor in time of need
RE: Setting My Happiness on Hold... For the Sake of What is More Important - Redemption of two lives