A little advice for your life is to be careful about the system and rules. There are so many systems and rules in this world. When entering an existing system / rules then think carefully about who made the rules and why, since almost all systems / rules are created to benefit the person / side who made you not. Choose wisely what rules you should obey and correct (follow your conscience), and which rules you need to ignore. Not that you have to be a dissident or a rebel, but you must have your own rules, because in the end the system / rule is only temporary and there is no perfect system / rule in this world.