Disappeared for a while. Fell in love. Had my heart broken. I am awake. I am back in the desert where I was born. I have a headache. I wonder what happens when we die. My mind wanders to an ex-lover and Siberia. They are in no way connected. Except for the cold. I shut my eyes against it. Open them again. I wasn't sure what day it was when I woke up this morning. I left twice before remembering. My glitchy brain sincere. Thinking. Thinking. Always thinking....