I spent a lot of time with you. And I still am, every time I have more to talk with you, to say what I like someone else, I like you to be happy, to express you, to talk to me, to hurt me so much, your voice hurts me so much the fact that it is not mine, your lips burn in mine when I simply remember that not my son and I will not have them.
All this time he thought I could have you ... But baby ... It's time to stop.
I always wanted to have it, I always wanted to do it, and I gave it to myself for two years to get it, I can not, I can not stand anymore Knowing how my heart eats, listening to your voice I remember ALL the reasons, when I hear you talk, I see you socialize , I love the fact of seeing you in the mirror, I imagine a world with you, running through the countryside, surrounded by nothingness, but surrounded by the beauty that could have by my side, clearly needless to say that it is you, It is my blame for not being who you want, it's my fault for not having the physique you want. It's my fault not to be taller, to have more money, to be nicer ... I love you ... So much, that I'm emaciated by knowing that I can never be by your side.
I do not know what I prefer, to continue being with you to admire your beauty, even though it makes me sick or go away because of the fact that you hurt me. I feel that at this moment I should remove everything sharp from me, that nothing is there because I can not sincerely, it hurts so much that it burns me the fact that I can not have you, why did fate want to meet you and have you by my side? If it is your being and what it may seem is that your life is an inert figure ... I have had hopes but I already know that I will never be able to have you.
I love you so much, and you, you hate me so much. I was always Al So from the place where it happened, we were friends, hate me now, do it, because I always had the hope of having something with you, and you can hate me for not having been the person you want with the physical you want, with money and To be able to give you and give you all the things you want, hate me for not being able to make you happy ..
But I think this time. I just have to give up.
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