God, I disdain life,
God, I disdain me,
I simply wish there was more,
more to see,
Then the darkened remaining parts,
Of my wore out soul,
Or then again the draining adoration,
That my heart controls,
God, I disdain life,
God, I disdain me,
I simply wish there was more,
more to see,
Then the scarred remaining parts,
Of my daily burden,
Or on the other hand the draining wrists,
Of my knifes cutting show,
God, I disdain life,
God, I disdain me,
I simply wish there was more,
More to see,
Then the daily reflections,
Of my unmistakable white face,
Or on the other hand the unending street,
Of the unending pursue,
God, I disdain Life,
God, I disdain me.
I wish it was finished,
this torment and wretchedness.