I'm not the one who lost his first father in life, but the loss is a suicide, this pain is different from the others. Every human has suffered losses in life. My story's finale is going to lose my father.
I thought it was okay when I thought it was okay. The more difficult one had always wanted me to have a grandchild and I learned that I was pregnant a month after his death.
I had a very difficult pregnancy process, but my daughter always gave me strength. It made me hold on to life. Nobody is going to replace anyone but it helps to forget some things. Hard days pass, not everyone who says it's just time passes. I'm always in the same place ...
I recently watched a woman on a TV show, and she gave me the courage to write. His mother was shot to death by his father. And he wrote a book about what he went through. The pain is very different, but everyone lives in a different pain.
Here. I want this to be a beginning and I want to write letters to my father in other articles. I can't relax because I can't tell anyone inside me, and I'm hanging out in a continuous depression mode. It's up to me to listen and understand when my mother is in an unspecified psychological trampoline. My wife constantly doesn't want to understand me from dealing with her problematic mother and when I try to complain with her she brings her fatherlessness on. I think I'd like to write and pour in. I still have hope for life.
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