THINGS have been pretty hard for you lately. Life has been shaking and testing your strength and patience these days. I know you're on the verge of giving up already. You have questioned God multiple times for all your misfortunes. You know that people are supposed to go through good and bad times but it felt like you have more bad days than good days. You think others are happier than you and you started to think that you didn't deserve to be as happy as them. Life has been pretty unfair to you. You've been tested way more than others.
Relax. That is not true.
Each person is going through his own battles no matter how happy he looks like. We all carry the weight of our own cross. Nobody really has a VIP pass in life which allows you to live in this world without worrying about anything. No, that's not possible. We're supposed to face hard times to mold us into becoming a stronger version of ourselves. It's like playing a video game. You get stronger in each level and God wouldn't put you into a situation you couldn't handle. Whatever battle it is that you are facing, you have to believe that it was given to you because it fits the level of strength that you possess.
Believe in yourself. Fight the battle with all your might. Slay those monsters and be surprised that you're, after all, stronger than you think. Sometimes we need to go through tough times to discover our inner strength. During bad times, we discover pieces of ourselves we never thought existed. So, don't be afraid. Don't feel bad because the challengers you are facing right now will serve its purpose on you real soon. Things would make sense and would fall into places later on. Just always believe that you can.
Don't give up. You've already fought so much to even think about giving up. You got this. Bad days are getting longer but they couldn't stay forever. A ray of hope would surely come to make things better. Keep on looking forward for the better days while you become your own light during the dark days. You've already survived many times and this time it won't be any different. You're bound to face challenges and surpass them mightily. Because you're strong. Yes, you are.