A lot of times I wonder why I have so much energy?
And yes, today I feel quite empty and sad, but relieved at the same time.. for some reason.
But when you see me in this video, I can’t stop smiling...
I realized that, unless I’m not eating and sleeping for days, I’d pass out; I seem to be always either so calm or so wild whenever I need to.
Sometimes my friends see me getting so sick during the day. 8PM laying in bed having a bad cold, running nose and fever. 9PM I’m rocking on open mic stage.
I sing, I play the guitar, I laugh, I shout, I sweat, I see all the smiles and happy faces around me. I get off the stage and feel as strong as a lion king...
I found out that... the more sad you are, yes you gotta soak yourself into that vibe so you face your feelings, you process it the most healthy way as you can, but yeah, when it already starts to fade away... the more you have to look to do things on your own, with your own ways, to make YOURSELF feel glorious first! And do it as much as possible!
Our bodies and minds are extremely smart!
The mind takes in and processes information from how your body physically feels.
Go take a shower, clean up your face, brush your teeth, shave.. (any kind of hair you want to shave) off, put on some good perfume, and most important now: OVERDRESS FOR TODAY!
Haha as I’m saying this I’m laughing out loud. As I’m not a party girl, I love to dress simple but good looking, clean, tidy and sweet smelling.. most of the times.
Whenever my friends see me overdress – it’s actually for NOTHING – just on a random day. I do it because I want to. I do it because it makes me feel good. I do it because randomness is fun. There is no intention to get attention from the first place when I do such things, but maybe my adventurous mind always urges me to do things in a different way from others, because it always brings me some joyment that nobody ever has...
I often tell myself: How to save the day? It’s not going very well. People do this, people say that. Work is like this, friend is like that...
How to save the day?
NONE OF US IS THE VICTIM OF SITUATIONS!
ALL OF US CAN BE OBSERVERs – just one step backwards and start observing things, having a general look over everything, we’ll find out we have more options than we thought. We’ll realize that WE CAN EVEN CREATE OUR OWN OPTIONS.
It’s not that life or someone gives us options to choose. It’s us creating options for ourselves after DEFINING WHAT WE DESIRE (this is the first step).
We all need a direction to go.
We all need a lazer-like focus to make things happen
We all should learn from tigers. There are hundreds of deers on the field, the tiger is not gonna catch any of them; unless he starts observing for a few minutes, finding out the fattest but the weakest deer in the herd.
And when he decides that’s what he wants, he runs towards that deer with a speed of light. While running as fast, he focuses all his energy in there, his eyesight now is straight and stuck on that deer, he can not see anything else from the side...
And bang! He did it!
So his steps were: Define what he wants, make a plan, clear up the obstacles, then start focusing energy to one thing only! Then GO!
If it does not work out, he’ll come back and observe again...
Life is too much of complication already. We deal with too much information everyday.
Everyone gives us advices basing on what THEY THINK will be good for us
But ONLY US know what is good for us!
That’s why we need to be alone to figure out what we want.
Yes it’s lonely..
But one day you wake up after long nights of despression, loneliness and confusion, take a shower, dress up, walk down the street, feeling your body so fresh and sexy, your mind is so clear...
Or you ride up on the mountain, standing there looking up on the sky while the wind blowing in your face... You feel something in your chest, something tingle, something is expanding, something unexplainable, some excitement and some nervousness... and that moment, you tell yourself: Hey! I want this! I’m doing this!
Humm... long short.. Looks like I have so much to say in this post haha
Today was funny, a rare time I put some eyeblush and eyeliner on, worked a bit on my eyebrows, then Hey Jude popped up in my mind. I immediately sat down and recorded it.
I feel so good in this look, but promise you I didn’t even think of changing new outfit to fit the idea of “overdressing” like I mentioned above lol
So you could just imagine that fancy head of mine is sticked on a body wearing a fancy dress hahaha
Now, it feels relieved, it feels sad still, but the sun still shines and emotions will eventually change. The pride is us doing (crazy silly) things to step by step make ourselves feel better – before anyone does.
When the mind is clear, we can start processing the rest of the problem.
Enjoy the journey, because problems come up everyday, decisions gotta be made everyday. There is no mistakes, there are just lessons. Failure is a part of the process. Just stay happy, stay cool, stay optimistic, stay naughty and sexy too haha (life is too much stress already, be playful!)... and enjoy this endless journey – Or else we’ll never ever experience WHAT HAPPINESS REALLY IS in our lives..
Little Beatle ♫
Hey Jude – The Beatles
Lyrics:
Hey Jude, don't make it bad
Take a sad song and make it better
Remember to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better
Hey Jude, don't be afraid
You were made to go out and get her
The minute you let her under your skin
Then you begin to make it better
And any time you feel the pain
Hey Jude, refrain
Don't carry the world upon your shoulders
For well, you know that it's a fool
Who plays it cool
By making his world a little colder
Na-na-na-na, na
Na-na-na, na
Hey Jude, don't let me down
You have found her, now go and get her (let it out and let it in)
Remember to let her into your heart (hey Jude)
Then you can start to make it better...
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