Hey man! you sacrificed a lot to be here. I would not have known of this if I hadn't read this post. Omoor, but now you are back home eating momma's food.
Don't worry, your decisions were fine. You can't be at home church forever because you would surely have to make your own journey later in life.
RE: HOW MY PAST FEW WEEKS HAS BEEN: I had to make a decision