Hey there, thanks for your comment.
I believe it's important to understand when we can or cannot give our best towards a thing and then decide whether it's best to take that path or just avoid it altogether. Doing something and not giving my best isn't something I'm very good at and especially in this case as other people rely upon me bring my best to the table. Yep, not something I was comfortable accepting.
Can I ask you, in your case, did something more suited to you come up? Something you felt able to give your best to?
RE: Hell no...But coffee