Hello hivers,
God bless you all , welcome you to a new week and incidentally, the last week of the month breaking into a new month and an amazing season, for all man kind, i hope you are doing just find, please be intentional about your life, your health and your heart. this is important, because as far as there is life, there is hope, Have a good time.
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I personally went through a lot in the just finished weekend, it was rough, narrow and slippery, so unexpected, i went down, emotionally, spiritually, intellectually and otherwise, i felt life is ending for me in a way, it was hard for me to put myself together, not to think of seeking for help.
I have been use to being myself, solving my problems all by myself, it was fun cause its always been smooth but the last weekend drew my attention to the reality of life and told me that life is really not what i think it is, it was more clearer to me that there is more to life than i see and know.
Leaving alone, me and myself had been my normal before this year but early this year, i made lots of friend that added value to my life in no small way, this was a new normal for me, it was another yummy yummy Isa-Isa mkpo, the year had been smooth, sweet and loving until last week again the enemy struck after his first visit in the month of April , my business was encountered by a smart young guy who with what ever means, he influenced and played on my POS unit attendant and successfully left with everything, huge amount of money, the POS machines, mobile phones and other available stuffs.
It was hard to receive and manage such an information, when already our shop rent was due, and it was also a due time to remit some loans i had gotten after the first visit in April, i got the information on Saturday of previous week, but the really thing came on me last weekend, when calls began to come for rent, the overdue load remittance date, I did not know exactly what to do because i was overwhelmed and to complicate it more, the account linked with the loan stuff was frozen, i could not just help, within me i was thinking there is no way out because as far as was concern, calling someone to get help at this material time was impossible, i checked through my call list but could not find any one fit to rescue such a situation, so i stayed. in just 24hours of this happening, i was practically dying, though still moving.
just yesterday, while i was just thanking God that i am alive, it was whispered to me to me that just beside me, among my friends, there is someone that can help, Another worries now began, who is the person, and then i got an idea, i picked up my cell phone, draft a text to the three of them, explaining to them what just happened, if the can be of help?, i waited for about 20minute, then a call came from one of them, please were are you?, i said am home, he drove down to my house, not that he could shoulder all that was needed all by himself but after we were done talking, H e called few of his friends who joined heart together to draw me out of that pit.
This is my word for someone who is already thinking that taking your life is an option, please do not stress yourself, allow life to play out for you in an amazing way, you are surrounded with people with good hearts, even when you do not believe in them, please try sharing that very challenge with one of them, do not die in silence, just beside you there is help, all you need to do is to stretch out of your zone, yes you have not done it before but you have got to try it this time, get outside the box, help is awaiting you.
MY DESIRE IS THAT BEFORE YOU CALL,
MAY HELP BE AVAILABLE FOR YOU
