During our journey in this life, we go through beautiful times and bad times ... Sometimes we are at the top of optimism, and other times we find ourselves at the bottom of despair ... Every time we think this is our end, a new light shows us to tell us to continue to resist and teach us that falling could be the beginning of a better life.
That's how my trip was with my son, who was born in 2014 and died in 2019. And every time I post some moments of his life here ...Some were beautiful, others were sad, and there was a lot of optimism.
Today I will share my journey with vaccine suffering. How did start until my son died.... where I was writing everything here four years ago.
To make it easy for you, I tried to divide it into 5 parts, and you can move on to the part you want to know more about.
The part of Hope: I share some thoughts about my life with my son. where I didn't know about his sick yet
The part of the first shock: At this part, my son's illness began and I was involved in my sorrows and all the difficult times I had with my son.
The part of the second shock: at this part, I knew that the cause of my son's illness was the vaccine.
The part of return the hope: At this part, I began to challenge despair and try to make my son back to life again.
The part of bigger shock: the hardest part. my son died
The part of Hope:
This is the first time I've shared something beautiful that happened to me with my son when I bought him new shoes and he was very happy with it even though it's cheap shoes. My son's reaction to the shoes made me learn from him that we could make things expensive if we felt their spiritual value
Note: Here my son was suffering a little bit in motion, but we didn't know he was sick yet.
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In this post, I was walking with my son and while he was playing he fell and couldn't stand up and was waiting for me to help him stand up. This case made me very sad and made me write this post when I got home.
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In this post, I was still sad, but I had a lot of hope that my son would return to his normal life, so I tried to express it differently.
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Living with a child had 3-year-old and watching his thoughts makes you know a lot and always inspires you to important things about life that you weren't interested in before. How great it is to have a child. I was so related to my son, I loved him so much, I was always proud of him, and he's been a source of happiness for me.
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In this post, I wrote about a festival in my village and how my son enjoyed watching horses. It was a really great day.
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In this post, I was with my wife at the top of happiness because our son started walking freely and my dream became in seeing him play football very close. While I was writing this post, I was at the top of happiness.
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The part of the first shock
In this part, everything changed and all my dreams were destroyed ... the hope that was inside me disappeared After disease got back to my son again and stopped moving that was a deadly shock to me, and I was trying to write here in order to find a few words of hope that were so few. And I wrote:
"Now I'm watching in my son how he dies and I can't do anything for him...A week ago, he was walking and playing, and today he can't move anything in his body, even his beautiful eyes are starting to disappear."
It's like I knew this was the beginning of the end of his life. Which made me so sad that I didn't find an empty hospital bed.
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After long suffering I found a hospital receiving my son but new and scary things appeared in the doctor's report, all showed me that your son is suffering from a strange disease and no one knows what's happened to him. I was very frustrated and sad but trying to resist.
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While writing this post, I was so devastated that I couldn't bear to see my son stop moving, especially since he stopped talking too and stopped calling me "Dad." That I haven't heard to this day. Despair began to dominate my heart, but I always tried to be optimistic and stronger to help my wife, who was more devastated than I was.
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From July to September I did not write because I was moving from one hospital to another hospital...from one city to another city... and what increased the problems that I resigned from my work as a teacher so I did not have the money to move or buy medicine and I was relying on borrowing from my friends ... But as usual, I was always trying not to give up. I was writing some words here.
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The part of the second shock: at this part, I knew that the cause of my son's illness was the vaccine
At this part, it was the thunderbolt that broke my heart.
I made sure that everything that happened with my son was because of the vaccine.....
The vaccine he was supposed to protect was the cause of the destruction of his life and my life and made it a real hell.
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I decided to get rid of my ego and start asking for help from others, even though it made me feel a lot of humiliation, but my son's life was more precious than everything to me.
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The part of return the hope: At this part, I began to challenge despair and try to make my son back to life again
At this part, I started planning how to treat my son and how to raise money for him ... I've set campaigns on most fundraising websites. I have contacted a lot of hospitals and doctors around the world ... One of the things I still remember and make me cry so much is that I was unable to buy a special tool for his disfigured leg so I had to make it by gypsum. It was too heavy and annoying for him. But that's what I could do ... It hurt so much when saw him wearing it ... Then take him to the hospital for rehabilitation.
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After 10 days in the hospital he was able to move his hands ... Moving his hands was a great achievement for me because it meant the beginning of healing. It made me feel a little happy and gave me a lot of hope back inside me.
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The most important thing that made me share my life here is to get some hope. Although I didn't benefit financially here, I benefited psychologically. I've been reading a lot of comments and support that's been helping me keep fighting despair.
that make me thanked some of the people here who helped me so much to keep my dream alive.
Believe me, if they asked me now my heart gave them I will do it
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One of the things I was doing was telling everyone about the danger of the vaccine. I didn't want a family to live the same hell I lived... I was trying to post painful pictures and videos of my son in order to make people realize the danger of the vaccine.
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In some situations, get helping from others increase your sorrows and this is what happened to me when a doctor saw the tool of the gypsum that my son was using, and then she went and bought him one. I felt a lot of sadness because I didn't could to buy that tool for him,
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A month later, my son was able to sit down and do some things. This has made me more secrets to keep fighting for raising money and traveling abroad to treat him. I was in the process of returning from shock, and I had a lot of hope.
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At this point, I wanted to do anything to cure my son. I had a lot of donation campaigns on all the websites dedicated to this but without any seriousness. I couldn't reach my goal, but I didn't give up.
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The part of bigger shock: the hardest part. my son died
didn't write anything here ... I got to the highest peak of despair because of the return of encephalitis again ...I knew then it was the end, and I couldn't do anything.
He stopped again, but it was so hard.
Everything stopped in his body and remained in the hospital for 3 months and then the encephalitis began to affect his lungs until October 13, 2019. When my son died with his hand on my hand.
And this was the last post about my son four months after he died.
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It was a very severe shock for me ... I couldn't understand what happened, and then I went into a spiral of intense sadness. don't sleep. don't want to talk to anyone. don't eat Just walking out of town.
I felt very remorseful because I was the one who allowed them to vaccinate him and regretted that I could not treat him. I was blaming myself a lot for my son's death It really was very painful for me ...
Then I started to recover some of my life despite some sadness remaining inside me.
I'm trying to tell everyone about the dangers of the vaccine. I succeeded in convincing a lot of my friends not to vaccinate their children and I succeeded in this.
and this made me share with you the story of the long Keep your children healthy.
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I have shared my story with you to make you understand very well what it means to allow them to vaccinate your son.
And I am banning a post that contains all the details, pictures, and videos about the stages of my son’s illness ... even though it is painful for me .. but everyone must see it to save the rest of the world's children.
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