I am just glad that I was able to sleep again last night considering that I have not taken my Gabapentin which relaxes my body's muscles, relieves some pain in the process and also helps me get a good sleep.
But I relatively had a good sleep last night because the intermittent pattern of waking up has lessened. Maybe due to the fact that I wasn't full enough with fluids that I am not that breathless for my sleep to get disturbed.
Also at least I could eat even though minutely compared to a normal person. I now have the appetite because of the rice texture and the salted egg that is really nice to eat.
If only I have no extra water in my body then I could be able to maybe walk and I attribute my in ability to walk with my breathlessness besides having pain in my feet and weakness in my knees. But one thing is for sure I will never ever gonna walk again like before.
Yes it is sad and frustrating but I am trying to distract my mind off from it and my hope is that maybe next year my dialysis frequency will get improved once my health insurance improved because of the country's improved tax reform as well.
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But it would be pointless if I will not be able to pay the extra fees so I just needed cryptos to improve with its prices so that it could serve me with the way I live my life like this even though I will not be able to achieve my surgery goals.
Even here at steem community there is a level of uncertainty of what will happen in the coming weeks or months but at least they are finding ways on how to improve it and still one of the best ways to earn online for which I am really thankful for.