I will never regret the first time I came to the gym. I was 19, 115 pounds, had no motivation, experience or help but I had a dream. I wanted to evolve into something else, I wanted to change me. I educated and motivated myself. I was tired of being skinny and tired of just trying to be "happy with myself." Point blank stop fooling yourself, wake up and change what you don't like and you're not happy with. If someone is offering their help be grateful, be a student and learn to say yes. Take action and enjoy the process.