just had to do it. i woke up, looked around, saw the pots and the lack of pans and plates and all that stuff and was like ‘F this’ — so now i’m writing to you on the back of some fantastic breakfast, coffee and water and i’m charged and ready to go — gonna head back to the van with the laptop after this and drop that back and then go and get some resources from the shops (plus cash for bus tomorrow) so then i’m set.
i’ve got water and pots to do at some point today but i’ll probably do them in that lull period between 4pm and 5pm which i’ve found over the last few days — sorry to hear that your hip is still playing up, still not relaxed yet then, that’s kinda odd, maybe stressing about it is making it worse or he did too much work on it, going twice at it like that.
either way, i do hope it get’s better soon — i know you are sick of the pain but i guess we have to go through some transition pain to get to where we need too go, i know that you have the inclination and will power to get through it, especially if you have all the data — after blood tests that is gonna tell you SO much and then you’ll be able to have the tablets that assist your body to do the right things.
even thou this week has been very groundhog day on some of the days i truly believe that this little mod team / project is good for us both — especially from a distraction point of view, it feels very much like working for a startup again in some ways or being on a community team, you have to be in something that shapes something and it’s great to have such minds and opinions to take feedback from.
i think i’m going to start taking weekends as my real chill down time, do a few hours of modding only instead of being on call, really recharge my batteries because days just merge into one and that’s not good on anyone — now i’ve got some more supplements i can offset a bunch of that and still get my walking in via the shop to get the blood flowing and the body moving, i’m feeling pretty good all told thou i have to say.
and hey i’ve noticed that pain is not the same as before when i’m not sitting on zee bum seat, so that’s new — timelord problems eh. it’s soon gonna be upgrade time if things keep going like this, looking forward to doing some kind of review/curation thing with you once you are all setup there and when i’ve got a laptop that i can record 4k/60fps i’ll be jumping on zee plane and coming over so we can look after the doggo.
the internet is working in the cafe today which is super rare actually, it’s normally broken but as long as i hear the music going i know it’s working because she’s streaming from alexa using it — no music, no staying for breakfast (actually not true i’ve written to you before with no internet) but you get what i’m saying - i’m in the back room now on my own, prefer it this way, no distraction enabling me to write and have my own space.
so i’m presuming that i’m picking up poppet tomorrow, i’ve heard zero from anyone, kinda used to that by now, i’ll message tomorrow morning to double check that i’m picking up and take it from there — i expect it will be all just ‘i forgot’ etc — not really worried as long as she had a good time really and it will be nice to see her, i missed her last weekend it was a weird one not having her here.
boy got nearly (few days from now) free cake today, whenever they swap the cakes over if i come in then they always offer it me (because i guess i’m a regular as such) so that’s cool, i’ve got some sugary goodness for later on. i really need to take a walk now and get things moving, time to walk back, drop the laptop off, take a walk back to the shops, walk breakfast off, have my tablets for the day, more water and get stuck in! :)
i hope you had better sleeps and that you are not in too much pain, nice one for taking some time and crushing it thou with that time, best thing to do even if exhausted and needing something to take ya mind of the pain, i hope it get’s better soon.
I’ll speak to you shortly.
Lots of love and hugs and stuff,
Da Mouser,
T E A M H U M B L E