Some of you may have noticed that I haven't been on here for a while and the reason why is not very good, to be honest. I lost everything I had built up overnight but all that's replaceable but what isn't is my beautiful now x partner and kids. I made people aware that my past was slightly chequered but I had it under control until for some reason I am yet to figure out I fell if the wagon and lost everything dear to me overnight. I am a broken man rebuilding myself again seriously I don't know what came over me to risk losing my family because of drugs and take it that far it happened I have some serious thinking to do as to what caused me to lose control.
Currently, I am still fighting my demons but I am scared that it may be too late and my body has already suffered irreversible damage but I am not giving in that easy my beautiful babies deserve better I don't know how I could do this to them addiction is one horrible thing to deal with in life. Please all send your prayers and good wishes my way because this time I have to do it or it is the end of me.
Thank you all for your continued support I really need every bit of encouragement I can get right now so I thank you in advance.
