No benefits in being loyal or committed
Ya I guess the saying that goes they is no gain in putting all ur eggs in one basket wasn't wrong about everything and he or she most have gone through alot to come to that point. I'm at the point in this life where it actually feel like giving up on love, the hut,cry, insecurities, disrespect, and above all lack of everything. It's frustrating enough for you to always want someone that is always finding pleasure in everyone else and everything else that isn't connecting to u and u just keep asking urself why, were did you go wrong or did you not do it right and u just can't find faults,or even a way out because you are just too scared to let go or it's because you are scared to prove others right.The thing is in love a person has to always pretend or turn a blind eye,be the fool or always at the receiving end of everything to make it work out but when it gets to a point where it's always u and nothing changes that's were loyalty comes to question???????. just a lot to say but no way to send it all out.This hrt is pain and looking for a way out.
