When there are some repeated patterns in our life then I believe that there is something in it to learn for us, and till the time we do not learn we keep going through it again and again like in a loop. It's like the same type of conflict but different people, same type of fears but new situations. We feel we are failing all the time in these repeated patterns. But then to think of it on a broader perspective, these patterns are trying to tell us something. And unless we are ready to listen, we will keep spiraling in it. In Buddhism it is called Samsara, Cycling until we wake up. Every religion talks about it in different ways.
With these patterns going on in our life, we may sometimes feel life as a punishment. But it's not that way; our souls chose what we came here to learn and grow from in this life, so till the time we are not ready to flip the page, we will be stuck on the same page of life. When there is something repeating so often, which means it is important for us to learn and overcome the hurdle. What keeps coming back in our life is what needs to be healed. This is something that I have learned. Lack of Finance, Relationship issues, career issues, unknown fears, these are some areas of life where we find ourselves stuck into, majorly I have seen 1 area of life where most of the people are stuck up; Relationships. Failed relationships one after another, or disturbed ones where there is lack of understanding and commitment.
These are some common patterns that are there where we feel stuck up, like no matter how much ever money comes in but still we feel scarcity, the need to always control situations, always wanting to be right and failing, relationships where always feeling victimized. The wounds keep surfacing up time and again. Some times in life we feel we are moving 4 steps ahead and coming back 2 steps behind, and that's ok. This means that we are learning and growing. Slow is not stuck - the spiral is still rising and we are not in a loop.
Last night I had this dream that I am running for a train and I could have almost missed it, but managed to get it, but on the way, on one of the steps I get down for something and the train starts moving and I miss it. I keep seeing this dream on and off of missing a train in different ways, and I believe that this is hinting me on to some specific area of life where I am not able to move ahead. I have not found my answer yet, but I am sure that this is some pattern where my soul is asking me to learn something. I am stuck at a doorway and I need to break free from it.
In your life if the same pattern is visiting you again, don't feel negative and discouraged, the door which seems to be closed is the one that opens up to a better version of you.
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