This is a deep one, just the other day, it was about being able to record and replay dreams, now it's about the real deal, the real thing. And sincerely, it sounds so enticing, you know. There are a lot of times I've tried remembering certain childhood memories of mine, but I couldn't. I can very well remember my bro saying certain things about when we were young, and I wouldn't remember. He would always say, "Feranmi, kai🤦you don't have last memory."
So, I feel I would love to be able to replay my childhood memories anytime I want, cause there are a lot of things I tell do not remember, there are some I only remember some part of it and not what led to it or how it ended. O, if I had the power, opportunity or ability to record and be able to watch my memories, I will be excited and happy too. I would love to rewatch my younger self running barefooted, crying because I couldn't find my mum in the house, while also being able to see those who made my childhood lovely but have gone distant now.
But then again, I'm thinking of it would be possible for me to be able to handle it all. There are some that are best left in the past, that are best forgotten, there are some that are best remembered just in part and not in full, because the hurt, the pain, the experience and other things that will be recorded might or will definitely bring about something else. So, I think it's best to leave them forgotten. Also, being able to rewatch them will make healing, growing and forgive a little harder, as some part will feel like opening an already healing wound.
But then again, I would still love to be able. Maybe because of what I've experienced while growing up, maybe I've had to force myself to forget certain things, maybe my brain still helps pull/push some things back, I can't say, but I just know I do have a hard time remembering certain memories. So for that reason I will love to.
The truth remains that life was designed this way for certain reasons, we all forget certain things/experiences. Memories fade and that is just life, but if it were possible, I would love to really make use of it, but in a way that it wouldn't trap me or slow me down.
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