We have family and friends in our life but not all the time we give priority to them as sometimes we only listen to ourselves as we only think about ourselves and we left all of them behind without listening them. That's the act of selfishness I know we don't behave like selfish person all the time but sometimes we just want to listen ourselves.
Haha that's a tough question to obviously from myself as others can tell if I'm selfish or not because others can defined us very well. As i can say sometimes i listen to only myself but sometimes i listen to others as it depends on my mood which is really difficult to understand. If I'm willing to do anything just like willing to do someone's help, I'll do it in anyway but if my mind stuck to something like i don't want to do it then it's hard to change my mind and here you can say that I'm little selfish.
As you know it's currently Ramadan here and our whole routine is changed in Ramadan from our sleeping schedule to our eating schedule everything is change. I'm the oldest one among siblings and if anyone wants to plan something she asked me to do so but i see the situation and then plan something. Not all the time i can agree to themselves as I've to saw other things too.
It's easy to go outside with me alone so we sister's often plan to do little hangouts for fun. It was the last weekend and we're gathered at mom's house for dinner or iftar as everything made at home mean good food for dinner. But my sister who was married last year, she wanted to go for go in restaurants to eat something just to eat some junk food like pizza, pasta or burger.
She started to insist me that make a plan after iftar and we'll go outside but i said that it's not good to eat junk food in Ramadan so forgot about it and she again tried to convince me that ok you eat something healthy and I'll eat pizza but again I said ok we can go out but i said that asked to Dad that we'll go outside.
Here she started to convince me that you'll inform Dad. Obviously we can go outside but at first we need to just inform our parents as it's necessary especially when we want to go outside late night. But I'm not in the mood to go outside but she badly wanted to go outside but i don't know why I'm stick to a thing that i don't want to go outside. And we didn't go to shy restaurant, she felt sad and i said we'll plan after Ramadan but she said that she wanted to eat something now.
But i acted like selfish but in this selfishness I still care for her and i convinced her that if she wants to eat something we can order it at home and we can eat but we can't go outside. She feels happy to satisfy her cravings but the matter is she wanted to go outside and then eat it.
I don't know but sometimes I really behave like this maybe j know that it's not good for us or maybe i can do it but if I don't want to do it then it's hard for me to do. I can't say that not all the time i behave like this mostly i care of their wishes too but that was the last time when i acted like a selfish person.
That's all for today and it's my entry in this week hive contest in #hl-exclusive for the topic of the #hl-w206e3.
