Hi, guys!
My battle for my mental health continues. So far, my progress has been very uncertain. It's hard for me to get out of bed and do anything, but today I woke up much earlier than usual, and it seems like I have some energy left to do something. So while I have this energy and inspiration, I'll try to do something useful.
The situation is complicated by a nasty inner voice that keeps nagging me that I won't succeed and that everything is in vain. I know I shouldn't listen to it and that it's all untrue, but it's really hard to get rid of it; it just won't shut up. And all this despite the fact that I'm doing a lot and I'm doing very well. But it won't stop.
I know that during my periods of depression, this inner droning is normal. But it's incredibly irritating and demotivating. I don't know how to silence it. So I have to be patient and do everything to his accompaniment.
Today I have to film a few rather complex videos that I've been putting off for a long time. I also want to make a few videos about books I read a long time ago and barely remember, so I'll have to rely a little on other people's reviews. But I just want to have reviews of them on my channel because they fit well with my channel's framework, as I generally do a lot of reviews of queer literature. Of course, it would be ideal to reread them, but where will I find the time?
I'll probably have to skim through some of them.
So that's how things are for now, and I hope things start to improve soon. I've started taking my vitamins again, and I hope that helps a little.
Have a great day, everyone!
