We're still trying

One of the things I’ve worked hardest on in recent months is staying steadfast and consistent in pursuing my goals. It’s been a frustrating journey, to be honest. At times, I’ve wanted to throw in the towel and give up on my dreams, but then I remind myself that nothing in this world comes easy, and giving up isn’t an option—at least not for me.

Sometimes I’m very hard on myself; I judge myself, I point the finger at myself, I punish myself, and I even blame myself—because that’s just how I am, because I have no luck in this world. Did I come here to suffer? It’s hard when you feel like you haven’t accomplished anything in your life. However, at other times, I think: if I’m still here in this world, it’s for a reason, and not everything has been bad. I’ve had my happy moments, my moments of achievement—and that’s what I need to focus on.

Definitely, every day, I’m more resilient; I keep battling, fighting—with my thoughts, with my pain and suffering. I put on a tough front, act strong; everything is fine inside me. I don’t usually bother anyone; I’ve come to understand that everyone has their own problems, that no one is going to come save you, and that in the end, it’s you against the world.

And every day I learn that if I want to achieve something, I have to do it on my own; as long as I don't have the resources, I can't let that stop me.

Thanks to my friend Hive account@tarazkp for creating this space to reflect a little on life and how we’re living it—in our own way, at our own pace, without stopping, always moving forward. Because, as they say, everything has its time, and everything happens for a reason; we’re just passing through this world.

I came across this community and wanted to share something; I hope I did it right and didn’t break any rules—we’re here to learn.

Until next time...😉