Hello beautiful ladies and welcome to my blog.
This week prompt got me thinking, the question is worth answering. Maybe because I can relate better with it.
The past has nothing to offer but pains.
Well if I could travel through time would I go to the past or the feature?
Well my answer would come quickly.
Not the past.
Never the past.
That's because the past is heavy, it filled with pains, regret, anger, and things I wish never happened.
Why would I willingly walk back into rooms that broke me?
I am very familiar with my past but it doesn't give me peace. There were conversations I can't undo,tears I can't uncry and dates I wished where never in my calendar.
So no… I wouldn’t go there.
I look ahead to a better feature.
But the future?
Definitely.
That's where I want to go, the feature is promising it's filled with so much hope.
I imagine a place where there is no sickness, death, pain, silent battles and no painful goodbyes.Just peace.
If I could really travel forward in time, I want to meet that part of life before it comes to me,that part where everything makes sense.
I want to welcome my dead loved ones back again, I want to welcome my dad. I want to tell him how much I miss and loved him. How far most of what he taught me have brought me, how I survived, how I had to Become strong for my siblings because he wasn't there.
For me, travelling to the feature would mean reunion, healing, and restoration.
The feature have something better to offer, the past is behind and that's how it's should be.
So I can never go back, it's already too late, it wouldn't make sense.