I look back on my dark days just a couple months ago.and shudder. I was in a terrible place with no hope or desire to function. My heart was ripped from my.chest, I was a zombie barely alive. Mac Miller's rap song faces played endlessly in my head. A line in that track really slammed me everytime I heard it. "Should have died already," he lamented. And it was true at that moment for me.
I am not totally healed. I might never be one hundred percent ever again. Maybe the dark days will never quite leave me
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